| I did not know Kevin Gobrecht 
           personally but I know that my parents were close to him. I remember 
           one night when my mom called me from the races and told me that she 
           had new help in the WoO souvenir trailer and that it was Kevin 
           Gobrecht's girlfriend Bobbi Meyers. I knew Kevin by name and had seen 
           him many a time when I took a tour of the pits with Stevie but I had 
           never gotten the chance to get to know him and talk to him...that I 
           regret. I remember the night that we received the call that told us 
           that Kevin had passed on. My parents had come home to watch the 
           Homecoming game against our school biggest rival. It was unusual that 
           my parents were able to be home for Friday night games due to the 
           fact that my dad's presence was required at all of the races (he is 
           the competition director for WoO) but there was an exception this 
           time. I remember my mom telling me that they had received a call long 
           after I had went to bed telling them that Kevin had passed on. There 
           are few times that can recall seeing both of my parents cry but I 
           remember seeing the tears silently rolling down their faces that next 
           day when they told me, I think that it hit my dad the hardest. Though 
           I had never gotten to know Kevin I felt my heart breaking, for I knew 
           what a great loss this was. My dad was required to fly out to 
           Nebraska the next day to inspect the car and determine what had 
           caused the death of this rising star and to figure out what could be 
           done to make sure that something like this never happened again. I 
           think that this was one of the hardest things that my father has ever 
           had to do. My mom called me that day to tell me that Bobbi had asked 
           her to help clean out the motor home and go with to meet Kevin's 
           parents at the airport. She told me that while cleaning out the motor 
           home there were times when Bobbi would just stop while holding 
           something that had been Kevin's and just cry. After I got off the 
           phone that night I sat down and cried for the first time. I realized 
           that to me Kevin Gobrecht was just a racer, but to some people he was 
           everything and I couldn't imagine what it must be like to have your 
           whole world turned upside down in one night. Ted had decided to hire 
           Bobbi on to help in the trailer for the rest of the season. I know 
           that must have been hard for her continuing the lifestyle that her 
           and Kevin had once shared, but maybe it helped her to feel close to 
           him still. When my parents arrived home after that swing my mom and I 
           went out to eat and we had taken the Blazer (which was the official 
           pace car for WoO). I was in the car waiting for my mom to come out. 
           When she got to the blazer she got in and just sat there a minute 
           with tears in her eyes threatening to spill over. When I asked her 
           what was wrong all she said was I think I just saw a ghost. I didn't 
           press her any further at the time but when we arrived home I asked 
           her what she had meant by that and as we were walking in the house 
           she showed me how the Blazer still had the G-Man stickers on the 
           side. I felt tears come to my eyes as I looked at those stickers.
 I remember my mom and I talking about how Bobbi and Kevin had started 
             
             looking at engagement rings shortly before he was killed. They had 
             
             planned on getting married that November in Las Vegas. At the end of 
             
             the season my parents came home for the winter and there wasn't much 
             
             else said about Kevin's death. Then one February day my mom informed 
             
             me that Bobbi would come to stay with us and travel with us in the 
             
             summer. 
 Over the next six months I got to know Bobbi rather well and 
             
             considered her a kind of older sister. I remember one day we were 
             
             sitting in the kitchen and somehow we got on the subject of her and 
             
             Kevin and I inquired as to how her and Kevin met. After I got the 
             
             question out I regretted it, I knew the wounds were still fresh and 
             
             felt that I was wrong to ask, but Bobbi told me the story. I still 
             
             remember the look in her eyes as she recalled all the fond memories 
             
             that they had shared and I knew that though it hurt her, the memories 
             
             of Kevin brought her great happiness also. 
 Then she started to tell me about the night that Kevin had been 
             
             killed. She told me how she had been working in the trailer that 
             
             night and had went up on to of to watch Kevin race. Every person who 
             
             is involved with or knows someone who races knows that it is bad luck 
             
             to wear green to the race track and Bobbi told me that she had wore 
             
             green that night....I remember how she looked when she told me that. 
             
             She told me how she can still hear the cars and she can still see 
             
             Kevin's car as it flipped, as she recalled all of this it just broke 
             
             my heart. I knew that it was probably good for her to talk about all 
             
             of it but I felt so bad. After we had finished our talk I went up to 
             
             my room and laid on my bed and cried again. As soon as school let out 
             
             for the summer I went to join my parents on the road. I worked in the 
             
             trailer with my mom and Bobbi. We sold Kevin's memorial shirts and 
             
             stickers in the trailer that summer. There were times when it all 
             
             became just too much for Bobbi and she would go up into the office. 
             
             At times like these we all just let her be...but there were times 
             
             when I would go up to use the restroom and find her there crying. I 
             
             would go over to her and wrap my arms around her and just let her 
             
             cry. There was one time when she looked up at me with tears rolling 
             
             down her cheeks and just said It still hurts so much...at that time I 
             
             just broke down. We both sat there crying, her over her loss and me 
             
             for the pain it caused her.
 Bobbi had a little pug named Senna that Kevin had gotten and they had 
             
             named after a racer that had been killed...to me that dog was all 
             
             that she had left of Kevin in this world. She took him everywhere 
             
             with her and he never let her out of his sight. I think that Senna 
             
             helped Bobbi get through that whole terrible ordeal, he helped her 
             
             deal with the loss of her love.
 I know that Kevin was a great man though I never knew him personally 
             
             I got to know him through Bobbi. What I learned from her as well as 
             
             other people was that he was a sweet and caring man, it mattered not 
             
             if you were his best friend or a total stranger he treated you with 
             
             kindness and warmth that is rare to find in many people. His smile 
             
             brightened up many people's lives and he had a great impact on so 
             
             many, even those who had never had the chance to meet him. He will be 
             
             missed by many and I know we will never forget him. For all of us 
             
             with the World of Outlaws this loss is like the loss of a family 
             
             member. He was a wonderful man and a very talented driver who 
             
             accomplished so much. Given the opportunity I know that he could have 
             
             become one of the greatest drivers sprint car racing has ever seen.
             
             
 We love you G-Man! God Speed!
 
 On a prayer in a song
 I hear your voice
 and it keeps me hanging on
 raining down
 against the wind
 I'm reaching out
 till we reach the circles end
 and you come back to me again
 When You Come Back to Me Again
 By: Garth Brooks
 
 Kevin came to us straight from heaven above,
 Though his stay seemed short we all felt his love.
 He brightened your day just with one smile,
 He made everything seem so much worth while.
 He was a person who took life as it came,
 But he also knew that life was no game.
 When God took him back so many of us cried,
 We all asked God why such a great man had died.
 Kevin's race has ended the checkered he took,
 From heaven above over us he will look.
 Time heals all wounds but memories stay,
 We'll keep him in our hearts throughout every day.
 We all love you Kevin and we'll never forget you!
 
 Stacey Jackson
 
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